When I posted that last post, I wasn’t really expecting today to be good, cuz yesterday yea it wasn’t the best.

But yeah it has been a great day! Morning was eh, then had an awesome Tier Cake Class and then an awesome workout, meetings, talking with an awesome friend about random stuff for a couple hrs which is always nice ^_^ and now trying to finish designs calendar and everything else on my list of a thousand, but overall it has been a pretty Great Day! <3

np “In The Dark I See” - Lights

I’m ready for that big change in my life, but with that other part of the change, I’m not. Signs with lights and sirens are there telling me I have to =/ ….Over reacting? maybe, but I’m not ready to let you go broken heart

Such a stupid roller coaster with that, it’s so ugh, I don’t even know anymore.

>_< I had my music on shuffle, and “What If” by Summer Breeze came on..so I had to put it on here…cuz What If we’re meant to be? I have to leave this up to God, he knows what and who is suppose to be in my life. 

I’m not sure if this is the exact wordings of the song, but I tried my best and I have been listening to it on repeat and each time I can’t help but think of my own life & how true this is. There’s one person in my life that does this exactly & I do what she says in the song, that she does…it’s kind of weird…but yeah I pretty much love this song because of it. 

<3 One day, who knows…but for now….

I leave my heart in Gods hands and when and if it’s you, he’ll put it in yours.

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Here, in this town its the Quiet place,

where I’m lying with a down turn face

 You come and distract me from what’s coming at me,

 Give, me something to look forward to

Truth be told sometimes its only you

Nothing is a stake here when we are awake here

(Chorus)

It’s you who bring the morning

you who takes the sun when I sleep

You’re the only one who stuck around

For me when I was loosing,

 faith in what I thought I would be

You’re the only one in the dark I see

The Dark I See, The Dark I see

I know I loose my heart so easily

Trying to only show the best of me

I go into hiding, each time I stop trying

Oh, You remind me of the little things

Till I, forget the part that’s troubling

And I feel so much better when we are together

(Chorus)

Cuz It’s you who bring the morning

you who takes the sun when I sleep

You’re the only one who stuck around

For me when I was loosing,

 faith in what I thought I would be

You’re the only one in the dark I see

A lot of my friends are getting together and family members getting engaged, sometimes I feel a bit like I’m growing in that department slower than most.

I know I’m waiting for the right person to come along (which I have a feeling he has, but I really don’t know where or if we are or will be anything) but there’s this feeling that I’ve never ever felt before, and yeah he makes my life that much better.

“…<3 someday we’ll know if love can move a mountain , someday we’ll know why the sky is blue, someday we’ll know why I wasn’t meant for you….” -This Song stuck in my head =/

“…Though it seems that we were not meant to be 
I have to disagree, you are the one for me 
And i know someday we could find our way 
I hope it’s not too late 
Please stay…” - Gone - Kina Grannis Stairwells Deluxe

-Yeah I do feel that we are meant to be, and I’m hoping someday we could really find a way…I try to let my heart go and wander, but it always goes back to you. I know you have the best of everything for me, but am I the best for you? I don’t know and I’m Ii don’t think you know either, but I hope one day we can try to see, if we are meant to be.

this is my message from my heart <3

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Be The Change
By: Jennifer Barry
Product: Color Cover, Color Pages Page
Size: 11 x 8.5
Finish: Non-Glossy
Binding: Wire-O White
Sidedness: Double Sided
Start Month: March, 2010
End Month: February, 2011

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