Happy New Year! :D I hope the year as started on a good foot :) If not, you can change it, Optimism is one of the key factors that keeps me going, maybe that can help you in your thinking as well :) . Well my year so far, well lets just say, life has been going soo fast. I’ve been working out (making a better me) and building my confidence. Which is finally nice to have again (a friend helped with that too, he knows how to make me feel pretty & feel loved) Not exactly sure how but he does ^_^. I’ve been working on finances and looking for places because my dream is coming true and this will take me to SoCal! I’m excited about it, scared, probably every emotion imaginable, but I know it’s for my future and it’ll be good for me. It’s that time in life that I start to fly, I know I will make my parents proud. <3 With the help of my amazing friends and family I know I’ll get through this in due time, it’ll be a tough few months after that big move,but I’ll have my friends there to comfort me and remind me of the good things. I have a really amazing person in my life that definitely knows how to be there for me and how to make me smile, which is always helpful and always reminds me of the many Blessings I have in my life. Random, but Hopefully work puts me back on FT too! That will help immensely! There’s tons of things going on in my head and this helped to get my thinking straight. I should sleep since I’m just writing stuff that’s in my head at the moment anyway! Anyway, GoodNite!